Friday, October 27, 2006

Yayness! The long awaited holidays are finally here! Didnt go to school on thursday, which was the last day of school because we were gonna clean the classrooms. I dont even do household chores at home and dont even bother asking me to clean up the darn school!

Went 'Vivocity' with baby and his friends yesterday to catch 'D.O.A'. The girls in there are so so HOT! The show is really funny but other than that, its okay. I`ll rate it 3/5 stars ;D. I dyed my hair the other day with huiling but the colour aint obvious, it is just brownish. Owells, its better than my previous jet black hair. I`ll dye it again once i have the money. Hahs ;x.

Today, i went to town with baby. Went to Fareast to help my sister buy her white&black eyeliner. Afterwhich, me and baby went to lido, supposedly to catch a movie. But there wasnt any interesting movie that we wanted to watch.. BOO! Shared 'long johns silver' with baby. He was happily talking on the phone while i fed him. So now pple, you know why i call him MY baby! =D

Hmms, I keep having terrible headaches this few days, whenever i stand up after sitting down, everything would be spinning and i would have to lean my head against something and close my eyes before i would feel better and sometimes, my head hurts so badly that i would feel like vommitting. Gosh, i think i`ve got brain cancer! Hahs. ;x

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Baby while slacking at the kids playground at 'Vivocity'.
The kids NEVER left the playground i didnt have a chance to play. =(

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Baby while at home. =D Hehes..

Kkaes, thats all. That fat ass is still not here yet and im angry! >;(

HAPPY ONE YEAR SEVEN MONTHS TO US! <33

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Just finished lunch and im so bloated ;x. Waiting for baby`s call so i can go out to meet him! Hehs =D

Anyways, went to 'Cineleisure' for my second interview today. I guess i will not be getting the job ;x Hahs. Forget it, i dont feel like working anymore anyways. Lols.. Guess i have what pple call 'San fen zhong re du'. Haha..

Went to xiaozhu`s house to borrow her spare HP and went all the way down to baby`s house to pass it to him because he smashed his previous phone (-______-") Stayed at his house area for awhile before heading home. =D I miss my baby lotsa! =(

To the poseur 'Sammie' in my blog, pls go get a life. Nothing better to do and wanna use my name? LOL. Too pusillanimous to use your own name is it? Omg. If im not wrong, you`re one of the little small shit at rayne`s blog. Haha. Pls la eh, at rayne`s blog dare to talk so much, why dont even dare to use your fucking name here? Scared huh? Tag all you wan because i aint teed off ;P. Thanks for using my BEA-UTIFUL name but you suck at posing pple. And yeah, you`re a loser. As i`ve said, i will stop tagging at rayne`s blog because all i get from you pple are pedomorphic answers like 'yea, im 10 and i suck my mom`s nipples'. Haha..and rayne doesnt even have a reputation to begin with so why are you pple helping him? gosh! Wanna flame ashley a whore and a slut because you people are jealous that she has the standards to let people fuck and you people dont? Your cb too itchy that even ashley fucking around or whatsoever pisses you off? She fucked your bf is it? Haha. You think im afraid of tagging at rayne`s blog? Haha.. Getting myself into deep water huh? Haha. PLS LEH! You think i`m afraid?! PUI! And another thing to add, if putting make up = ghost, you people better not put make up AT ALL, you dont wanna scare pple when you go out with your grotesque face. Dont come vaunt all your english to me because its seriously execrable. Gosh. You think i fuming mad here? Hahs, im guffawing damn hard at your inanity for trying oh-so-hard to pose me ;P. Sad to say, no matter how hard you try, you`ll never succeed. _|_

All tags would be replied in my posts.

Tenshii*: The sammie`s there are not me except for 2 which i`ve replied.

Bye pple. Im gonna watch some tv and wait for baby to call me. =D

Sammie <3 Marcus.
One year 7 months coming in 2 days! xD

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Grr, im all alone at home and im dying of boredom. So i decided to come here and complain because there`s no one at home to entertain me and my baby is out at dunno what 'yew keng?'. Haha..

Oh wells, had a super duper big fight with baby at 'VivoCity'. Haha.. People must be thinking, 'AGAIN?!' haha.. Hmms, i guess the fight we had is due to his bad habit of being late and making me wait and my short temper. I hate hate HATE to wait for people and tht dumb boy could make me wait for 1/2 an hour ALL ALONE at habourfront MRT station. Not the first time already, i waited for him for 1hr plus-2hr plus before. And besides these, there were still many times i had to wait for him. Grr.. When he reached, i actually wasnt angry and only wanted him to 'hong' me happy. But he gave up after awhile which led to our fight. Lols. Lame shit lahhh! Wanted to romantic with him okay! But because of the dumb quarrel we had, we missed our movie and our RO-MAN-TI-KE night! >;( Grr.. Baby called his friend Enoch to meet him at Vivo and asked me to leave, so i said 'You wanting me to leave means wanting to break huh?' den he said 'GO LOR!'. Woah, i was so angry! I STOMPED off crying, not caring abt the black eyeliner smudging and making my eyes black. Luckily, i bumped into Enoch, if not, me and baby might not be tgt now. Hahs.. So all was settled and we`re okay now. (-____-"") This is damn boliao i know. Haha.. ;p Whateverr..Afterwhich, we went to eat and baby headed to my house. We cabbed home and the cab fare was $27.55! God.. Damn expensive! Hehs.. Watched TV and slept all the way to 7+PM. Pig i know! Haha

I went to look for jobs on thursday with my friends. Interviewed at Action City in VivoCity and Heeren, Maamaemoo and one pushcart selling clothes at Cineleisure and Minitoons. I`ve got to go for the second interview for the pushcart at Cineleisure. I hope i get the job! I need money! Money money money!!! Hahas.. Money makes my world go round.. ;x Baby makes my head go round and round cause he likes to give me headaches! And my friends, if i get the job, please come and visit me many many because i dont wanna die of boredom there. Haha. =/

Alrights, shall stop here already. =D Bye bye!

Sammie <3 Marcus

Friday, October 20, 2006

FUCK. Stop IE closed my window and now whatever i`ve typed is gone. Im so lazy to retype and my shit is at the customs waiting to get out of my ASS. Haha. I shall just upload pictures and update another time. =D Let me take you people down memory lane. =))

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Pictures of baby before we stead. ;x
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Cute baby! =D
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Our gunbounding days (-____-")
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The first time i meet baby during sports day as my baby! Hehs.
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Baby`s PRIMARY school picture. Look so innocent eh?
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Ohh, i love him!
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Hehs. <33
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Pretty boy VS depressed boy!
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I`ve ran out of captions to type. Hahs..
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Marcus baby!
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宝贝老公 <33
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Talking on the phone. ;x
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With baby alone on a romantic night. =D
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Baby lying on fence. (^-^)
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Humsum dear. ;P
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Haha, go ahead and laugh man! Look at his and my face!
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Me and xiaozhu while at VivoCity yesterday.






THATS ALL PEOPLE!

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Haha, okay.That`s all. Bye bye! =D Hoped you enjoyed yourseleves while i get killed by baby for putting all his pictures up. LOLS. kk. Bye!

Monday, October 16, 2006

EDITED

Gonna blog before sleeping. School was such a bore today except for the financial literacy course which we had and it was quite fun x). I dont wanna go the school tomorrow but im not sure if my mom allows. Thanks to GLL for spoiling my last 2 weeks of school. Seriously, i think she`s gotta get a bf or husband so that she`ll stop picking on all the students. Maybe that`s how my school get free labour! Hahs. I`ve to clean the school with 4 other friends from 2-5pm for 5 days just because i skipped assembly. (-____-") Fuck man, i`d rather she just give me demerit points since i already accumulated so much.

Another thing is that my fucking 1GB memory card died on me and i need to thank my stupidity for it. I wanted to set a password on my MMC and afterwhich, i realise the phone sorta 'hid' the memory card so that pple would not be able to access it. So i decided to delete the password and after many futile attempts, my MMC became corrupted. And now, my phone and computer cannot recognise the damn MMC. Arghs, im really so so angry. Now, im using a pathetic 64mb memory card and theres only 9 pathetic songs compared to my previous 90 songs. >;( Grr..

Baby is at cityhall now. I miss him damn much. Wanted to ask if he could meet today but he woke up quite late so i dropped the idea. Gonna meet him tomorrow and im so excited! =D Hehs. I miss him so much! No amount of words can describe my 'longing' for him. Got such sentence anot? Lols.

I`ve edited this post and removed the previous chunk of words i`ve typed not because im afraid of people looking at it but after much thinking, whatever r/s me and my bf is having, its between us and not for anyone to rant so much about. Its our own problem on how we wan our r/s to be just as long as we`re both happy. Be it childish or mature r/s, it is seriously not anyones business. So pple, pls stop acting mature and commenting on how others r/s are childish or mature so on and forth. Just be glad that you`re not having one and shut the fuck up. Different people have different feelings about different things alrights? If you dont know what the fuck is happening between us in the first place, you seriously should shut your gap and dont act like you`re so mature in handling this. =)


Got this from the bulletin board in friendster and i find it quite true. =D

30 things a girl would like their guy to do
*1- touch their waist
*2- talk to them
*3- share secrets
*4- give her your jacket
*5- kiss them slowly
*6- hug them
*7- hold her
*8- laugh with her
*9- invite her somewhere
*10- let her be with you when your with your friends
*11- smile with her
*12- take pics with her
*13- pull her onto your lap
*14- when she says she loves you more, deny it.fight back
*15- when her friends says they love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
*16- always hug her and say i love you when you see her
*17- kiss her unexpectedly
*18- hug her from behind around the waist
*19- tell her she beautiful not sexy!
*20- tell her the way you feel about her!
*21- kiss her on the lips
*22- dont ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff
*23- trust her , no matter wad .
*24- make her feel loved
*25- buy them stuff. like small things can still help
*26- don't lie to her
*27- dont cheat on her
*28- take her anywhere she wants
*29- txt messege her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
*30- be there for her when ever she needs
you, & even though she doesn't need you just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

And one more to add, i think that girls hate their guys giving them empty promises. Agree? Hahs..

Kk, guess i`ll end off here. Byeeeee!

Sammie <3 Marcus

Friday, October 13, 2006

Thanks to all those people who have tagged on my board. Just to say that my mom has stopped crying already and im not that sad anymore. =)

Hmms, headed to 'Junction 8' with baby because he wanna change his HP number. But sadly, it was a wasted trip there because the singtel shop there dont provide the service and we have to head to the 'Hello!' shop. Lols. Afterwhich, me and baby headed to food junction to have our dinner. Didnt wanna eat actually but baby forced me (-_____-") so i ate century egg porridge. Ate less than half of it because of 2 reasons. One, is that i didnt feel like eating and two, its because i got reminded of a television programme i watched whereby they said that century eggs were soaked in HORSE URINE! Omg!! Eeks.. Super turned off when i thought about it. Lols..

After that, we went to take neoprints because i wanna take picture with baby`s BOTAK head. Haha. He looks like someone who did time in prison. LOL. But the pictures din turn out nice. Some photos i look so fierce, some i look so %#%&*@^*! Haha.. so i wont be posting them up here. ;x I think i look very pale and shag today but baby says i dont. Haha.. Dont know lahhh!!

Actually wanted to catch the show 'Death Note' but the movie times were at 21.35 or smth and the next one was at 2400hrs. Didnt catch it in the end because we were not keen about watching it in the first place. Just wanna kill time. Haha..

I bought baby one box of dark chocolate pastills. He loves it damn much! Heh hehs =)
Baby fetched me home. Actully wanna take a bus home to save money but because my tummy was feeling unwell due to menstraution cramps and i felt like vomitting, baby brought me to take a cab. He fetched me right to my doorstep before heading home. =) Ohh, i love me baby! <33 Hehs ;x

And something scary happened yesterday. As i woke up pretty late, i only had a cup of milo for lunch and waited for my mom to come home with my bread! So at ard 8+ 9, i heard my mom unlocking the gate, so like a small lil girl, i rushed to the door and i remebered opening the wooden door and looking at the paint left on the doors while smiling at my mother and suddenly, everything went DARK! And i was awoke by my mom asking me what happened. It turned out that i fainted! Haha.. First time and its so scary. I cant even remember falling back and i cant even remember letting go of the wooden door! Haha..All i know is that i opened the door for my mom and was looking at the door and next, i was on the lying on the floor. Haha. Must have gave my mom a big shock because im usually very strong! LOLS. Anyways, good experience! Hehs..

Alrights, talking to baby on the phone now and its 4:11 AM. Im not tired but im god damn dizzy! So guess i`ll stop here alrdy.

Bye pple and thanks for all your concerns! =D

Sammie <3 Marcus

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Forget it. My feelings are so messed up now! I dun even know if i still love him as much as before or i just dun wanna let him go because we were tgt for so long. I DONT KNOW!! I guess he never even read my blog at all. If not, he wouldnt be LYING to me again. Haha. He said he wanna bring me to the movies today. Yay! I was so happy! But in the end? Haha, i was lying on the pathetic sofa crying my shit ass eyes out.

Everything is important to you, but NOT ME! You never care how i feel do you? Im so fucking sad over everything that is happening now, i really need to go out instead of cooping myself at home thinking of rubbish. Thanks for sweet talking with me, telling me you`ll come find me after you`ve settled your things. I was so happy, sitting infront of the TV, looking at the clock waiting for your calls. Haha, Yet not once did you call me to ask me to get ready to go out. Haha, as the time passed, my hopes of you bringing me out slowly decreased and eventually crashed when you told me reluctantly that you`ll take me to J8 that boring FUCK UP place to catch a movie and afterwhich, i head home by myself! HEY! Pls look carefully ok? Cant you see how sad i am? I really need YOU by my side and yet, its always so hard to ask you just to keep to your damn promise ok! My whole holiday is wasted on an idiot like you and i regret ok! Haha.. You duwan bring me out, FINE, i cant go out with my friends too? Why? Because you scared i flirt? haha.. WTF IS THIS? You keep telling me, 'tml i bring you go watch movies ok?'. WHAT FOR TELL ME ALL THIS SHIT IF YOU CANT FULFIL IT? You are damping my mood and my mood is already LOW enough, i do not need you to make it worst by giving me all this shit empty promises alright? You can spend all your days with enoch and andy, WHAT ABOUT ME? I am fucking sad already ok, instead of making me happy, you haf to keep lying to me over and over again. What do you take me for? I`m really afraid i cannot take this anymore. If this continues, im sorry to say that everything between us would end soon. Its okay to you because afterall, your BROS are more impt. You dont even care about my fucking feelings. Everytime you`re down, wasnt i there for you? WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU? Even when i called you crying, all you said was ' aiya, cb, dont talk to me when you crying la, dunno what the fuck you talking about, call me when you stop crying'. Haha, thanks for CONSOLING ME, that was really HELPFUL! Why cant the fact of me needing you right now get into your thick head? Cant you just for once spare a thought for me? Have i ever had my family problems so serious like this before? No ok! I`m the only fucking one at home alone and im always at a lost when my mom cries and i dont know what to do. You know that i am really upset over how my mom is feeling! Why cant you see that im affected in one way or another? Why cant you see that im feeling hurt? Why must i always tell you that i need you before you come to realise it? Why cant you automatically come and offer your shoulder for me to cry on? I really dont think i can hold all this any longer. No words can describe how disappointed i am with you. You are just treating me from bad to worst. That`s all i can say.

_|_ _|_ _|_ EVERYONE FUCK OFF!

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Just talked to my mom on the phone and my mom cried. I am so fucking sad now and i dont know what to do. I couldnt stop crying and i wanted to stay at home to accompany my mom. As i was supposed to meet baby today, i told him to come over to my house and i`ll cook for him. I thought he would understand.. hais.. but instead he said we`ll meet another day.Hais.. i really need someone to be there for me and i really very badly need him to be there for me to comfort me and tell me everything will be alright but yet he cant see that im in pain and i need him. Hais. What happened to 'i`ll always be there whenever you need me?' Hais..

I think im gonna break down soon.

I fucking hate my sisters. Why must they keep repeatedly doing things to hurt or disappoint my mom? Mummy treats all of you so good and this is what you all do to repay her! Tell you that mummy cry and all you all can say is 'so? what can i do?'
if you know whatever fuck you are doing outside will hurt mummy or disappoint her, den dun fucking do it at all ok! Im not saying im a perfect daughter nor am i saying that i never do things to hurt mummy before but whatever i do, i am definitely a better daughter ok! You are all really fucking heartless!
Im all alone in the house now. My family is in a big mess and i really dont know what to do to help my mother. I really feel so sad for my mother having to face all this troubles that we have created for her. Although she puts on a strong front, i can see all the pains we`re causing her. Having raise 4 of us up all by yourself, it must be really disappointing for you to see the way we`re 'thanking' you by creating all this shit for you to clear up and also see our family slowly breaking apart. Hais..Really so sorry mummy! I really love you. =)

Anyways, i wasnt involved in any shit but my sisters. I cant understand why they`re so stupid. One sees her bf as more impt than her family while the other 2 just dont understand what is called 'once bitten twice shy'. Hais. Really feel so sad for my mom! =(

My relationship is also in a big mess now. Baby says he wanna break ytd because of something i`ve said to him. He said i caused him to lose his pride. Hais, i really did not mean what i`ve said and i said it just to spite him. To think it would lead us to this place whereby i feel so distant from him. I cried my lungs and eyes out till the extend that i couldnt even breath and my legs and arms totally had no energy. All this did now work until the end when i begged him not to leave me. Im glad he has forgiven me but now, i feel as thou im a stranger to him, and i cant face him later when i meet him because i know there will be this strong tension between us. I dont know why he can always act like nothing has happened when he meets me and treats me normally when someting THIS big has happened. Whenever anything big happens or whenever he says the word 'break' to me, i would just feel so distant from him. The feeling would just NEVER be the same as before. And i cant bring myself to tell him i love him as it gives me a very strange feeling. I have this thought many times, to just let him go if he wants to but yet, when the time comes, my mind is telling me to let him go while my heart is telling me to ask him to stay. I know very well myself i would not be the same old samantha if he leaves me and im sure i would change into a girl that everyone dont know. Hais.. Why does god have to let all this shit happen at the same time? Why is he trying to show/say? Is it a test for my whole family and me to overcome? I hate having to put up a strong front when my heart isnt feeling what i show on the surface. Im feeling so sad now. Hais..

Remembered there was once i was talking to my friend about me and marcus not allowing each other to accept members of the opposite sex into our friendster and what she said really set me thinking. She said that marcus lacks trust in me because if he really trust me, he would not be afraid even if a thousand guys added me in friendster, and it goes the same for me too. So i guess, me and marcus really lack trust for one another. Hais..

I wanna thanks those that have tried to comfort me and especially xiuwen. She sent me some bible versus about staying strong and although im not christian i really wanna thank her for her effort for trying to keep me going strong. And also for praying for my family. Really thanks alot. =)

Hais, guess i`ll stop here already. I`ve really got no mood to do anything now.Boo to all this shit that is happening now! >;(

Sammie is NOT feeling happy. ( ::"-":: )

** Baby, im really so sorry. If you`re free, go and hear the song 'Sorry' by Su Yong Kang. Every word in that song is what i wanna say to you. Im really sorry. Hais

自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来
请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已
其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气
让你受尽了不安和委屈
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影( ::"-":: )

Monday, October 09, 2006

GRR! IM FUCKING ANGRY! IM FUMING MAD! $#%@&*#&@!

Im angry and yet that stupid bastard never even make an effort to make me happy! THANKS FOR TELLING ME YOU`LL BRING ME TO THE MOVIES TODAY EH?! AND IN THE END LEAVING ME AT HOME AND GOING OFF TO TON WITH YOUR FRIENDS! haha. THATS DAMN NICE OF YOU!

HERE I AM BOILING WITH ANGER AND INSTEAD OF YOU TRYING TO PLEASE ME, YOU ARE THERE BLOWING OFF YOUR TOP. PPLE TREATEN MY FAMILY AND YOU SCOLD ME FOR BEING SCARED! HAHAHAHA..WAD A BIG JOKE. INSTEAD OF SHOWING YOUR CONCERN, I GET SCOLDED FOR BEING SCARED AND WANTING YOU TO CARE. LOLS.

EVEN WHEN IM TREATING YOU SO COLDLY NOW, YOU DONT CARE EH?! HAHAHA. FINE IF YOU WANT IT THIS WAY COS I CAN ALWAYS KEEP IT THIS WAY. YOU STILL CAN SCOLD ME SAYING THAT YOU ACCOMPANY ME ALOT WHEN ENOCH IN HOSTEL, SO NOW HE IS OUT ALREADY, YOU ARE SAYING THAT I WAS JUST A SPARE LAH? HAHA. THANKS MAN, REALLY THANKS! TO THINK THAT I SINCERELY WANTED TO ACCOMPANY YOU BECAUSE YOU`VE LOST YOUR CLOSE BRO THAT TIME AND THIS IS HOW YOU FUCKING TREAT ME WHEN HE COMES OUT. THANKS! THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY. FOR SO MANY DAYS, YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME, NEVER ASK ME IF I`VE EATEN OR WADEVER SHIT THAT YOU ALWAYS ASK ME IN THE PAST. HAHA.

I CANT CUT MY HAIR SHORT AND YOU CAN WITHOUT MY CONSENT. HAHA. SO NOW I KNOW, NEXT TIME I WANNA CUT HAIR ALSO NO NEED ASK YOU LOR! IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS LIKE TO STEP ONE FIERCE AND SCOLD ME LIKE FUCK, BEHIND KEEP APOLOGISING. HAHA..THAT IS SO DAMN FUNNY.

YOU CAN DONT REPLY MY SMS WHEN I TELL YOU NOT TO WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT ACTUALLY. GOOD..SO GOOD. YOU STILL CAN TELL ME YOU`RE A GREAT BOYFRIEND AND ASKED ME TO CHERISH YOU. LOLS..IM HERE VENTING MY ANGER AND YOU ARE THERE ENJOYING WITH YOUR FRIENDS! HAHA. WHATEVER. SUCH A GOOD BF!!!

ARGH. EVERYONE JUST FUCK OFF. I NEED NO ONE!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Yay yay! N levels are OFFICIALLY OVER! The math paper 2 was horrible. I left so many blanks and when i checked with my friends, many qns were actually easy to solve but i guess its because i was too nervous and at the same time excited because after the paper i would be FREE! Muahahha. Gonna get a week`s break for a week next week. Heh hehs! But sadly baby cannot accompany me because he`s got many things on next week. Boo! ;x

Went to catch the midnight movie 'Rob-B-Hood' at 12.35am yesterday. Its such a good show. The baby is fucking cute! I want my baby to look like him in future! I rate it 5/5 stars! The show is about 2.5 hours. After the show, headed to baby`s house but i fell asleep while lying on the slide with him. Haha.. So baby brought me to catch a cab. Heh! Love him loads.

I have some photos of me AGAIN. But the comp`s photoshop has got something wrong with it and thus i cant resize the photos. Boooo! Shall upload it when i have the time.

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This is the view from my house window. Those flats are actually very near, but because of the haze, it seems like its 72643202 miles away. Haha.. The haze is seriousing making me irritated. Its like we`re in GENTING but its so humid. My gosh. I hope they`ll close school like 1 mth earlier. Haha.

I`m so sick now. My nose is like a tap, running non stop. Its not even sticky mucus or whatsoever, its just like water. Haha. I feel so sick! Baby where are you? Come and take care of me!!! Haha..

Alrights, shall stop here now and head to the shower because im feeling so fucking hot and sticky!

Sammie <3 Marcus

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Im so full now. Just had a very sumptious meal cooked by my beloved cute ah ma. Heh hehs.

Hmms, my house and all is in a total mess now. I`ve got nth to say and i never expected something like this to ever happen and its so so embarassing and at the same time, scary. Although its all his fault, i cant help but feel that he is very poor thing. Grr.. Guess i`m too soft hearted bah. Shall not elaborate anymore.

N levels officially end TOMORROW! Yayness! Haha. But i`ve got a very strong feeling i`m gonna fail because all the papers that im depending on to help me pass happens to be fucking difficult! Arghs.. why is heaven not on my side?! I could actually have a chance to pass math but because i werent confident about my answers, i went to liquid them off and after checking the answers with my calculator, they were actually ALL correct. Grr.. so pissed off >;(

Baby`s hp is with me because he forgot to take it home, resulting in me not being able to contact him for 2 days. Hais.. it is really difficult as i cant msg him nor can i call him ( ::"-":: ) Hais..

Alrightys, shall stop here alrdy. Sayo`s pple.

Sammie <3 Marcus

Monday, October 02, 2006

Here to update a quick post before my mom comes nagging at me to study. Haha.. owells, English today was DAMN easy! But i cant talk to fast in case i dont do well. LOL.

Anyways, baby came to stay over yesterday. He is so damn cute! Reason is because it was 3am and i was still awake so my mom came to nag me to go to sleep so baby asked me to go into the room and sleep first. I went to sleep while he stayed in the living room to watch tv. I woke up at ard 5.30am and i saw that baby wasnt by my side yet so i went out to the living room to find him and there he was sleeping on the sofa, curled up like a little shrimp! Haha.. So i got him to wake up and pulled him into the room. After the papers, i went to buy back me and baby favourite 'xian yu cao fan' and mango roll from 'Angie the Choice'. Me and baby ate and den headed to sleep. I intended to wake at 4.30 but in the end, i kept snoozing the alarm and finally woke up at 5.50! Haha.. Have my math and geography papers tml.. and god i dread math! Surely fail.. (-_____-") But at least i have better understanding of certain topics now so i guess im just a wee bit more confident! =) Haha..

Had a talk with my mom just now about what i`m gonna do should i fail my n levels. I suggested to my mother that i wanna take private O`s in the same school as baby but my mom said we will take a step at a time. Yeps.. so that`s all.

Cant wait for my n`s to finish! Im gonna be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Haha.. Can stick to my baby like superrr glue! LOL.

Kkaes, shall stop here and get back to my math.
x= -b squareroot b2-4ac divided by 2a!
C2= a2 + b2 - 2ab Cos C!
LOL..Pro anot? haha

I love my baby many many many! Muack!